Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2007)

People dissapoint me a lot
I always try to be faithful
Hell, I just need to be loved
But it seems I’m trying too hard
It seems I’m falling apart
I’ve been dissapointed a lot
I know deep down I am grateful
But it seems that I forgot
What it’s like to feel fine
What it’s like to be nine
Didn’t we feel better as a kid?
I know I did

(Chorus)
Life is larger than me
Alive is hard to be
I have to do this on my own
A friend is nothing but a pawn
I want to know where I stand
Wish to be taken by the hand
But my friends don’t appreciate me
It seems like all the people hate me
I don’t want you to sympathize
Need you to realise
I don’t feel good

I feel dissapointed a lot
I can’t help I’m this hateful
Truly, I wish I was not
I wish I knew how to love life
I wish I knew how to survive
Didn’t we live better as a kid?
I know I did

Chorus

Friend, you don’t appreciate
I beg of you, please don’t hate me
Please don’t hate me
Please don’t hate me
Please don’t hate me, oh
La la la la la la la la laa
La la la etc.

Please don’t hate me so much
I can’t pretend to be cheerful
Why can’t you see my sobs?
Don’t tell me things will be fine
Cause I’m crying all the time
I’m crying all the time
La la la la la la la la laa

Chorus

People dissapoint me a lot
I always try to be faithful
But I’m running out of love
I think I’ve been trying to hard
I think I’m falling apart
Please don’t hate me so much

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2007)

Tears of joy
Are the tears I cry today
I hope they’ll never go away
It’s your love fulfilling me

And the birds singing a tune
Whisling and whispering all afternoon
Sun is shining in my face

Tears of joy
Wetting my once so rosy cheeks
Though I’m a man, inside I weep
All the love that I embrace

Climbing back upon a cloud
I’m inlove without a doubt
Don’t care bout what people might say

Tears of joy
Though I’m afraid of what will be
I look back in history
With a smile upon my face

Trying to live life day by day
Not knowing what will pass my way
Or planning years ahead of me

Tears of joy
Are the tears I’ve cried to today
I hope they’ll never go away
See I hadn’t cried in days

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2006)

While I’m in a train and think about the pain I write a song about your words.
It took one cry to realise that we should part, but it hurts
It’s time that I will say goodbye but my body’s aching all the time
It’s time that I will say goodbye but my heart is missing you

Don’t wanna let you go
Don’t wanna hold you close
Don’t wanna listen to those words,
I don’t wanna feel the pain, or fall inlove again
Don’t wanna listen to your words

Are you mean to me or is there more to see?
What’s the reason you said those words?
Another cry just to realise that it’s too late to open my eyes
Wish I wouldn’t die knowing that I will never be loved by you

Don’t wanna let you go
Don’t wanna hold you close
Don’t wanna listen to those words,
I don’t wanna feel the pain, or fall inlove again
Don’t wanna listen to your words

It’s time that I will say goodbye cause my body’s aching all the time
It’s time that I will say goodbye but I can’t stop loving you

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2007)

Make up and break up and make up your mind
Say that you’re sorry for all of those lies
You know that if you want to go back
there’s no need to hide
Wake up and break up cause now is the time

Life is much to short
to make this big-a-deal
of how you feel about her
Can’t you bury this bone?
You’re not alone
I know what you mean’

Now you just have to say
Say you’re sorry
Just say, I beg of you please

Make up and break up and make up your mind
Say that you’re sorry for all of those lies
You know that if you wanna go back
there’s no need to hide
Make up and break up cause now is the time

Why is this so hard
Can’t you set it free?
Can’t you think of me?
Make up,
I know it’s not your fault
You’re not alone
I can imagine how you feel

But this is killing me
It’s killing me softly
Killing me like in that song

Make up and break up and make up your mind
Say that you’re sorry for all of those lies
You know that if you wanna go back
there’s no need to hide
Make up and break up cause now is the time, say
Make up and break up and make up your mind
Say that you’re sorry for all of them fights
You know that now you got to go back
you better not hide
Wake up and break up cause we’re running out of time

Make up, break up, make up your mind
Make up, break up, make up your mind
Make up, break up, make up your mind
Make up, break up, we’re running out of time

Make up and break up and make up your mind
Say that you’re sorry for all of those lies
You know that if you wanna go back
there’s no need to hide
Make up and break up cause now is the time, say
Make up and break up and make up your mind
Say that you’re sorry for all of them fights
You know that now you got to go back
you better not hide
Wake up and break up cause we’re running out of…

Make up
Make up your mind

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2007)

Of all the times I thought about you
I never thought I’d love you as much as I love you now
And all the time I spend with you
I never thought I’d miss you as much as I do now
Cause I love you

Though I need to find some answers
Help me to mend these broken parts
Please don’t tell me it’s all over
You’re in my heart
Let me in your heart

‘Cause of all the pain you dragged me through
I never thought I’d want you here as much as I do now
And all the dreams that didn’t come true
I never thought you’d love me as much as I love you
Though I still do

And I need to get some answers
Help me to mend this broken trust
Please don’t tell me it’s all over
It’s all lost
Don’t make me lose you

And now the time has come to tell you
there is nothing more I want in this life
Than to be with you
I want to be with you, not without you like I’ve been from time to time
A very long time
I want you in my life

Of all the times I thought about you
I never thought I’d love you as much as I love you now
And all the time I spend with you
I never thought I’d miss you as much as I do now
Cause I love you so
More than you will ever know
More than you will ever know
You’ll never know
You’ll never know

No
No
No

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2006)

You,
Hey you
I’m here for you
I know I can live my life
But there’s nothing I want more
Than to have you here with me
That’s al I’m asking for

But it is harder, harder
Harder now
To be sure of what I feel
Cause nothing seems for real
And it is harder, harder
Harder now
I can’t make up my mind

You,
Just you
My heart lives for you
I find it hard to let you go
I find it hard to sleep
Still, I know that you love me
So now, why would I weep?

Still it get’s harder, harder
Harder everytime
I’m not sure of what I feel
cause nothing seems for real
And it is harder, harder
Harder now
I can’t make up my mind
Can you make it up for me?
Cause it is harder, harder
Harder now
To live my life the way I do
Since it is not with you
Yes it is harder, harder
Harder now
I can’t live in your lies

Indepence is a fool
I can’t stand to be alone
My life is my love for you
It’s the only way to hold on
And it’s a tricky thing to do,
Yes it’s a tricky thing to do,
It’s a tricky thing to do,
but I love you

Harder, Harder
Harder now
To be sure of what I feel
Cause nothing seems for real
Still it is harder, harder
Harder now
to pretend that I’m alright
Now I can’t sleep at night
And it gets harder, harder
Harder now…
But not impossible

Hopefully
I’ll be alright again
Cause right now I can’t see why
I still cry

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2006)

(Chorus)
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
I can’t stop loving you
But why do I do?
I love you
I love you, friend

I can’t believe all the things you’ve said to me
And the things you’ve done
It’s different from how you expected it to be
Still you’re the one true friend

Why can’t you love me back, man?
Why do you shut me out?
Sometimes I think you don’t even care at all
You say you love me back, man
So what is that about?
All I try to do is tear down that wall

Chorus

I can’t believe you don’t wanna talk to me
about what you’ve done
Things are different from how they’re supposed to be
But you’re still the one true friend

Why do you make up these stories?
Excuses to shut me out?
All I want is to have a talk with you
Why can’t you say you’re sorry?
I don’t want to be part of a crowd
All I want is you to love me too

Don’t wanna be neglected
Don’t wanna be ignored
Don’t wanna be just someone
I want to be your true friend

Chorus (2x)

Why can’t you love me?
Why don’t you care?
I can’t stop loving you, friend

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2006)

Man, what are you thinking?
What is it that’s on your mind?
Why aren’t you telling me?
Cause you can always
Come to me
And you can always
Laugh with me
As long as you
Don’t leave me

Man, why aren’t you talking?
Why aren’t you speaking your mind?
Are you really loving me?
Cause I will always
Stay with you
Yes, I will always
Hold you thight
Tell me why won’t you
Speak your mind

Man, don’t be afraid to hold on
If you let go you’ll fall behind
I never want to lose you again
You know you can always
Talk to me
And you may always
Cry with me
Don’t cut me out, please
Don’t leave me

No matter where you are
No matter where I am
I just want to be loved
Could you by my…

…Man, I will always love you
You are always on my mind
I hope you start telling me what’s on your mind
Cause you can always
Set it free
But please never just
Say you’re fine
I truely love you
Man of mine

Man, tell me what you’re thinking
What it is that’s on your mind
What aren’t you telling me?
I wish you would someday
Come to me, I wish
you would someday
Laugh with me
As long as you
Don’t leave me
As long as you
Don’t leave me behind
I truely love you
Man of mine
I truely love you
Please, let me in
I truely love you, Man

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2005)

Lately I’ve been on my own and I’ve been thinking of you
Baby, since you gone away I feel there’s something wrong
Maybe, deep down I have always known I felt more for you
At least now I know, now I’ve seen
And now you’re back I’m ready

Cause I’ve seen the road now
And I feel it somehow
I want to show you what I feel for you
For you

Everyday, your starry eyes are haunting me and I don’t know what to do
Always, I’m afraid that you don’t love me as much as I love you
Maybe, we’re not supposed to be together, but why do I feel
You’re the one, the most beautiful being
And I will love you unconditionally

And it doesn’t matter
If we belong together
Cause all together I know I love you
I love you

Your heart is pure
Your eyes are real
but your face can’t tell me
what you feel

You’re the one, the most beautiful being
And I cry thinking about what you mean to me

Well it doesn’t matter
If we belong together
Cause all together I know I…

All together
All together
All together I know I love you
Yes, all together
All together
All together I know I love you

Always, I’ve known we belong together…
I’ve seen the road now
And I feel it somehow
I want to show you what I feel

I want to see you
I want to hold you
I want to listen to your heart
Until it stops
Until it stops
Until it stops

Music & Lyrics: Thijs C Aarts (2006)

(Chorus)
Don’t wanna remember you
Let’s just forget the fun we had
And let the sun shine through
The rainy days are gone for good
Fly of to Timbuktu
Or just a place that’s far away
Cause I’m over you
Or there are things that I can’t say

Words unspoken
My heart’s already broken
Cause I am too afraid to tell you
Since I’ve met you
I can’t forget the way it feels
To be head over heels inlove
Time has passed to let you know
I just want to let it go

Chorus

Tears have been shed
I still can’t get you out of my head
I’m too afraid to let go
of these memories
I can’t breath with you around me
Why can’t you love me instead?
Time has passed to let you know
Now I have to let it go

Chorus

Like: I am, I am, I am, Iam Inlove
with you, so know you know why it’s been so tough
Now it’s enough

Forget about the days we used to
Hang around and waste our money
on beer, wine, weed and cigarettes
These days aren’t easy to forget
Do I wish we’ve never met?
No, No, No, No, No, No, No

Chorus

There are things that I can’t say
There are things that I can’t say
I can’t say
I just can’t say

Don’t want to remember you